I see how reserved and closed into your emotions you are. But what you don’t know is…I’m scare too! :/ I often say how i wish i could read minds because only then would i really know how much i mean to you.
It’s like we’re two scared people trying to make something work without any one of us ready to put our all into the making. We have these walls and guards set up to protect us from feeling or getting hurt.
Things are good between us now but imagine how much better things would be if we would just allow ourselves to fall?
Okay, note to self: Do not drink a monster before midnight!!
I got off work at 11:30 last night and went to watch a movie with Mikey♥, Luis and his, i think it’s safe to say, gf lol
The movie was pretty good…actually anything with the handsome eye candy Robert Pattinson is good! :) haha
I made it home around 3am and I maybe got about an hour of sleep! :/
I kept tossing and turning. Now it’s 5am the morning sun is shining through my window and the light is hitting my face!
Looks like it’s going to be a long restless day today!
But maybe i’ll just have another monster before work?!! <3 :) haha
Went to the eye doctor and this little dog was following me!
It’s safe to say i over came my fear of poodles now! lol